平安

那天 我目睹了妈妈偷偷地哭了3次
我的心真的很酸很酸
一面在抹地的她一面哭
默默凝视她吸气眼眶都红肿了
心真的很痛

亲戚致电问道

看着妈妈忍着泪水 声音却变了

我知道他的心如刀割般

深夜里，她睡不着 一直哭一直哭

我真的不知道要做什么
抱着妈妈却无法让她停止伤心
心痛

妈妈在爸爸面前逞强
我相信爸爸应该会比我们更伤心
只是没有表现出来

大人往往都喜欢在小孩面前逞强
妈妈告诉我
爸爸人那么好,为什么
爸爸说他凶多吉少
妈妈眼泪一直在打滚

我知道妈妈比我还脆弱
我必须要坚强

更不用想去英国读书
拿到好的大学有怎样
最坏的打算
除了经济问题,也不可能抛下照顾我的父母

妈妈离开社会那么久
一直以来都是爸爸在工作
我,真的恨不得赶快毕业

明天爸爸要去动手术了
祈祷他一切顺利

心理应该会很害怕吧
我想爸爸应该更害怕

愿爸爸平安健康
我爱你 爸妈

回忆

回忆一直涌入眼帘

One day

I knew one day we might be different.

After got some tips from your classmates, I knew we might be different one day.

I don't know how thirsty we will be one day

How vulnerable we will be

Just hope you will live well

Happily..hing buk ka

happen

I don't know what happen to me?

MAD? FURIOUS?

FRUSTRATED? DEPRESSED?

I can't believe I cried in front of the public

cried in front of my parents for no reason, perhaps?

I was holding back so hard

but every time when someone asks are you okay

I couldn't control and just burst into tears

Probably I was mad at someone for making me feeling unbalance

Probably I was stressed about decisions

Probably I miss you so much

Probably having mood swings, ladies problems

Probably...

Bye Bye

#I never knew I could hurt like this

And everyday life goes on like

I wish I could talk to you for awhile

Miss you but I try not to cry#

放

现在想想

没必要为一些事努力了

虽然很不舍

心淡

LIAR

Staying Tough
Staying Strong

STOP IT

YOU LIAR!!!