Saturday, October 13, 2012

A day

Recently, I don't have mood in doing stuffs :/

I felt that my soul had been taken away

As usual, I went to Miss Janeki class in the morning

I don't know why, every talk between me and her is like she always has something implied to me

She is a teacher that can look through students problem I think

I felt that she knows what I am frustrated with

Asking me not to be negative ( I didn't tell her anything ) O.O

She inspired me with some world news on the newspaper

Studying and learning is different ..in fact, we are always on the wrong path :(

There are many things in the world you missed

The world could be horrible and exciting ..

Many people do not think deep when reading..ex me -_-

On the second thought, I felt damn tiny after hearing all those stories, after reading those heart-wrenching stories

I like the feel which you are full of knowledge

I know that besides studying there are still many thing waiting for us

Realizing that I brought your soul with me

It's all your thoughts but not mine originally

Deep inside your heart, is this the you?
Or you just act to be just closer to the line?

You clearly know that no matter how you work, you wouldn't know the dark side, the side of MOON

For instance, I though of doing more meaningful things after my finals better than thinking nonsense here..how stupid I am..how weak I am

There are people outside can strive stronger as we think, far more than we imagined

What am I doing here? self complaining?
Letting people worried? When can you grow up?


you told me the world you imagined (TRUE WORLD)
I believed
you brought me out from my naive world
The world which I used to belong
Where happiness is always with me
I tried to change you
I don't like to see sorrow behind you
In the end, is only me who hasn't wake up..
Is reality man!
I am too noob


"Ignorance is bliss"
Miss Janeki taught me this xD

Well, I totally agreed this..
it's better to not knowing as you might be happier

But is happy really make you survive in the society?

Yet still I prefer knowing the fact.. The TRUE WORLD!

life is deceiving..everyone is a good actor

Even the friends you are close to are all actors (is normal )

You won't know throughly a person, maybe just 5% of a person

"Miss frog, I would like to catch you to exposed to the world.."

I kept laugh
Reminding me the name you called me :D

I knew deeply

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